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You're Not Tired From the Work

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In September 2026, Great Place To Work India released a study of the Indian workforce. One number in it should have made more noise than it did.

Burnout has not moved.

Not worsened dramatically — stalled. Around 13% of employees remain in the high-burnout category, and that figure has stayed broadly flat from 2022 through 2026, despite four years of wellness programmes, mental-health budgets, flexible policies and no-meeting Fridays.

Think about what that means. We have spent four years fixing the tiredness, and the tiredness has not noticed.

Which raises a question almost nobody asks: what if a large part of what we call work-tiredness is not coming from the work?


☕ 1:40 a.m., Bengaluru airport

The flight to Pune was delayed twice and then delayed again. There were four people left at Gate 22. Rohit, thirty-six, product lead at a company you would recognise, had given up on the laptop and was just sitting.

The man two seats away was older — sixties, cotton shirt, no phone out. He had run a mid-sized components business for twenty-two years and handed it over three years ago. His name was Sridhar. They had been introduced once, years ago, at somebody's wedding.

Sridhar came back with two paper cups of lemongrass tea and handed one over without being asked.

Sridhar: You look like you've been awake for a week.

Rohit: Feels about right.

Sridhar: Bad quarter?

Rohit: No, actually. Good quarter. That's the strange part.

He said it lightly. Then he sat with it for a second and said it again, less lightly.

Rohit: It's been a good year. And I'm more tired than I've ever been in my life.


🏖️ The holiday test

Sridhar: Can I ask you something odd? When did you last take a proper holiday?

Rohit: February. Goa. Five days.

Sridhar: And how was the second morning?

Rohit laughed, which was itself an answer.

Rohit: I was checking mail by 8:30. Nobody had asked me to. There was nothing on fire.

Sridhar: So you were resting, and something was still running.

Rohit: ...Yes.

Sridhar: Then here's the thing I want to put to you, and you can throw it out if it doesn't fit. A man who digs a field all day is tired at night and fine by morning. The tiredness arrives, it discharges, it leaves. That's labour.

Whatever you have is not discharging. You slept eight hours last Sunday and woke up tired. You left the country and it followed you. Which means it isn't coming from the work — because you left the work behind and it came anyway.


📋 The second job

Rohit: Then where's it coming from?

Sridhar: I think you're doing two jobs. One of them is on your calendar. The other isn't, and nobody pays you for it, and it's the one that's finishing you.

Rohit: Meaning?

Sridhar: Meaning that alongside the actual work, you're running a second operation all day. Defending — because your position has to hold against everyone else's. Monitoring — outcomes you don't control, but you're answerable for them, so you watch. Auditing — every colleague's promotion, every LinkedIn post, every comparison, quietly scored. And projecting — you have to keep being the man who's on top of it, at the office, at home, in the car.

None of that is in your sixty hours. It runs during your sixty hours and after them. And it doesn't stop for sleep. That's why you wake up tired.

Rohit didn't say anything for a bit.

Rohit: So what's the second job actually for?

Sridhar: You're guarding a claim.


🧾 The claim

Sridhar: Every month a number lands in your account. What's your internal sentence about it?

Rohit: That I earned it.

Sridhar: Right. Now — did you build the industry you're in? The market conditions? The economy? Your own intelligence? Your health at 6 a.m.? The fact that you were born in the decade when this job existed at all?

Rohit: Obviously not.

Sridhar: So you contributed effort into a machine you didn't build, using faculties you didn't make, toward results you don't control. And at the end of it, you stand in the owner's spot and sign for the whole delivery.

Rohit: That's just... how everyone talks.

Sridhar: It is. I'm not calling it a crime. I'm saying it's an accounting error, and accounting errors have costs.

He turned the cup around in his hands.

Sridhar: Here's how you can check it on yourself. You're not anxious about the monsoon. Zero control there, zero anxiety — because you've made no claim on it. You're only anxious about the things you've claimed.

So the anxiety isn't produced by having no control. It's produced by the gap between what you've claimed and what you actually govern. Widen the claim, widen the gap. That gap is the thing running at two in the morning.


🔩 "Mounted on a machine"

Rohit: You're going to tell me this is in the Gita.

Sridhar: It's Krishna's own image, and it's rougher than mine.

īśvaraḥ sarva-bhūtānāṁ hṛd-deśe 'rjuna tiṣṭhati bhrāmayan sarva-bhūtāni yantrārūḍhāni māyayā

"The Lord is situated in everyone's heart, causing all beings to revolve, as though mounted on a machine." (Bhagavad-gita 18.61)

Sridhar: Yantra. Machine. Not an insult — a description. You're a component in something enormous and long-running, doing your part competently. The trouble starts when the component starts invoicing for the output of the whole plant.

And elsewhere He does the arithmetic outright — five factors in any accomplished work: the place, the doer, the instruments, the various efforts, and providence (18.14). The doer is one of five. You've been billing for all five and wondering why the ledger never balances.


🫥 Why you can't just put it down

Rohit: Fine. So I drop the claim. Tomorrow.

Sridhar: You can't, and that's the cruel part. You never experienced picking it up.

prakṛteḥ kriyamāṇāni guṇaiḥ karmāṇi sarvaśaḥ ahaṅkāra-vimūḍhātmā kartāham iti manyate

"The soul bewildered by false ego thinks, 'I am the doer.'" (Bhagavad-gita 3.27)

Sridhar: Vimūḍha — bewildered. Not choosing badly. Not aware there's a choice. Nobody handed you proprietorship on a Tuesday with a form to sign. It's just the posture you woke up in.

And you can't set down a weight you don't know you're carrying. So you go looking for the tiredness in the things you can see — the workload, the commute, the manager, the sleep. You optimise those. One after another. For fifteen years.

And the tiredness doesn't move. Because none of those was carrying it.

Rohit thought about the four years of flat burnout numbers he'd seen in some deck, once, and hadn't thought about since.


🏹 The man who was told he was just the instrument

Sridhar: There's a moment in the eleventh chapter I keep going back to. Arjuna has just been shown the universal form — the whole cosmos, every being, all of time, inside Krishna's body. He's seen the war's outcome before a single arrow has been shot. He is, by then, completely undone.

And Krishna tells him:

tasmāt tvam uttiṣṭha yaśo labhasva jitvā śatrūn bhuṅkṣva rājyaṁ samṛddham mayaivaite nihatāḥ pūrvam eva nimitta-mātraṁ bhava savyasācin

"Therefore get up. They are already slain by Me. Be merely the instrument, O Savyasachi." (Bhagavad-gita 11.33)

Nimitta-mātrammerely the instrument.

Rohit: That sounds like being told you don't matter.

Sridhar: It's the opposite, and you'll feel it if you think about what an instrument is exempt from.

A chisel doesn't defend its position. It doesn't monitor whether the carving is going well. It doesn't lie awake comparing itself to other chisels. It doesn't have to keep being the chisel that's on top of things. It does the work and nothing else.

And that "nothing else" was the entire second job.


⚙️ The workload doesn't change

Rohit: So I should be doing less.

Sridhar: No. And this is where people get it wrong and turn it into an excuse.

Look at what actually happens to Arjuna. He is told he's merely the instrument — and then he's sent into eighteen days of the hardest work of his life. Krishna doesn't send him home. There's no reduced workload, no sabbatical, no boundaries conversation.

yajñārthāt karmaṇo 'nyatra loko 'yaṁ karma-bandhanaḥ

"Work done as an offering does not bind; all other work binds." (Bhagavad-gita 3.9)

Sridhar: Same work. Same hours. The binding was never in the labour. It was in who's standing at the end of it, collecting.

The sixty hours stay. The second job stops.

Rohit: And that's supposed to be the relief.

Sridhar: That is the relief. You've been trying to reduce the load for years and it hasn't worked, because you've been reducing the wrong load.


🕯️ What he said at the gate

The flight was called at 2:20. Rohit stood up and realised he'd been more awake for the last forty minutes than he'd been all week.

Rohit: So what do I actually do tomorrow?

Sridhar: Something small, or you won't do it at all.

Before you start work — sixty seconds, that's all — say to Krishna that the day is His and the result is His, and you're doing your part. Don't try to feel anything. Don't wait for it to become sincere. Just say it.

You're not going to work less. You're going to work exactly as hard, minus the ownership. And somewhere around the third week you'll notice you slept.

He picked up his bag.

Sridhar: You asked where the tiredness is coming from. It isn't the work, Rohit. It's the signature.


If this landed somewhere, the verses are 3.27, 18.61, 11.33 and 3.9 — read them in that order, they're a single argument.

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